Waiting to hear

I felt so peaceful when I went to audition yesterday. It was fun. It felt good.

I had let it all go. God is in control and all that good stuff. Then I found out I may not hear until Friday if I got the part. 

I wrote on Facebook: You do all you can and pray about it and leave it up to God. Then, you have to wait and find out how it will all play (pun!) out. And then you go, I may not find out tomorrow but on Friday? And then you go, forget what I said. I really want this! I really really want this! I'm not all Zen about it. I want it.

Keep playing! And for me, agonizing...